25th January -

Met Becca in the morning and went to school together. Short day, classes ended at 1pm because there wasnt A math lesson that day. Cabbed down to Hougang Plaza and met up with Felix and Marcus. Played L4D2 while waiting for them then went for lunch downstairs when they have reached. Played a few games of number ball and went to Hougang Mall for a while. Then back to Hougang Plaza after. Felix went off because he didnt want to join us for k. So, Marcus and me went up for k at Hougang Plaza's kbox. Some new package, $8 Nett till 11 Febuary i think. And we sang for 3 hours, from 6pm - 9pm, just both of us! :D Sang until my throat hurt and my voice changed a little. Went to play 3 games of pool and went back home. Was late again and Dad talked to me for a while. He told me his foot is kinda swollen and he will be going for check up the next day and talked about some personal topics and i felt like crying when Dad told me about some stuffs. At night, i browse through friends blog as usual and i saw someone fucking posted at my friend's tagboard using my name to say nonsense. I despise and sympathy people like him/her. Fucking no life or having a life like a dog, have to be so fucked up to use other people's name to say whatever they want. PARENTS NEVER GIVE YOU NAME? Must use other people's name? Go get some fucking life arsehole. Fucking fed up.



26th January -

Woke up at 8am today but went back to sleep and woke up at around 9am again. Faster went to bath and everything but i was late already. Got so screwed up with time that i screw up eveything. My hair looking a little weird today, clothes forgot to iron and stuffs. Chiong out of the house and took train to school. And only till i reached Potong Pasir or Boon Keng then did i found out that i forgot to bring my handphone out. SCREWED, OWNED, PWNED.. I cant live without my phone, so i trained back home to get my phone and went to Rivervale Plaza's taxi stand to wait for a cab. I waited for roughly 30 minutes under the damm fucking hot sun and sweating like some shit and 3 more people queuing infront of me. I got so fed up and decided not to go to school instead. Went to Rivervale Plaza's Macdonald to have my breakfast and called Marcus but it was Felix that picked up the phone. But in the end Felix and Marcus both came down. While waiting for them, i ate my breakfast, do my E-math homework, went up to the Rivervale Plaza's Cristofori Music School to listen to people play the piano. Omg, i really miss the 3 months when i was once a student there too. I really want to start learning how to play the piano again! But maybe not now. Went back to Macdonald again and they have not reached, listened to music and fell asleep eventually and got woken up by this guy that walked passed my table and accidently bang onto one of the chairs. Went out to smoke and after awhile, Felix and Marcus reached. Loiter around Rivervale Plaza and soon Shihui came. Went my house while waiting for my friend Angelina to get ready. Went Compass to meet Angelina and waited for Becca this time. Bus-ed to E-hub and waited for Xue Jun to come x_x Today seems to be a day of waiting. TOO MUCH WAITING :x Anyway, when everyone have reached, we bought the tickets for the show 'Tooth Fairy' the main actor is Dwayne Johnson, the guy known in WWE - THE ROCK :D

The show was freaking funny. I rate 4.5/5 for this show. You cant imagine a big man like Dwayne Johnson to act as a tooth fairy. The man who once appear in WWE now have become the funny and heart warming guy who played as a fairy. So, everyone out there.. It's definitely worth your time and money to watch this show.

And the thing today is the person beside me who has already watched this show once already, actually still laugh non-stop at the funny scences when it hasnt even showed yet, she was like i-already-know-what-will-happen-next-and-i-cant-help-it-but-LOL. Hahahaha.. and it's none other than Becca :D But the show was really funny lah, they way they talk and the reaction they give really made me laugh. I really dont mind watching a second time too, seriously.

After movies we went to have our dinner at Mr. Chicken. Mr. Emo suddenly visited me and ordered me to be emo immediately, LOL. No lah, didnt talk much and feeling a little weird. That is one of times when i will become Emo, when i'm not myself. But after a while it got better. Last location was bowling centre. Played 2 games of bowling and home sweet home. Reached home around 10.50pm. The moment i stepped into my house, Dad got furious and scolded me. And told me that school sms-ed him and informed him that i didnt go to school today. Told me that today he went for check up and the doctor says if his swollen foot still dont recovered by 2-3 days, he have to get admitted to hospital immediately, i think it's due to his diabetes. Sigh, i didnt know what to say and i kept quiet and he kept scolding me. Fml __ Sometimes i got so tired of my parents scoldings that i will just keep quiet and let them nag and scold all they want. When i went back to the room i sat on my bed and stoned there. Thinking of what my Dad told me just now. Telling me things that really upset me. It really made me upset and i kept having negative thoughts that my parents are having those old-age and sickness problems and they will leave me anytime soon. I really cannot control myself and i cried in my room. I know i cry a lot but i cant help it, cons of being a emotional guy. Although i always made my parents angry, worried, quarrel with them and stuffs but i really cannot imagine one day when they will not be around anymore. Really really upset. Sometimes i really wished that my parents aint that old already. I really need to find a day to SERIOUSLY reflect on my own fucking life.