Nothing much happened today. School starts at 10.30am today but i reached school around 11.10am. AS USUAL, ALWAYS LATE :/ When i reached school, i then found out that my first lesson which is A Math, lesson is cancelled today :D Same goes to Friday and the next Monday. That means, Friday i can go to school later a bit and end school early on Monday, weeeee~ Ended school today at 3.15pm. Contacted Marcus and we planned to meet at Hougang Plaza first, since Felix is working so we cant go for k yet. On my way to Hougang, i fall asleep on the train and my head almost lean onto a lady's shoulder, was freaking tired and shag. When my head almost leaning onto the lady's shoulder, i woke up and just nice, Hougang station. Alight and went to Hougang Plaza to play L4D2 while waiting for Marcus and Bogey to come. Played number ball with Marcus and Bogey after they have reached. Felix came down later and he joined in. Damm sian, plan on going for k today is cancelled again. I KNEW IT T_T I knew we wont go for k today, my insinct is accurate :[ How i wished it wasnt :/ Went down for dinner at 8pm plus and went home around 9.30pm. Day just end like that, nothing much of a difference from any other day.

Probably meeting Xiaoboy tomorrow, close to 1 week since i last saw him. He wants to meet his 'new' friend', still thinking whether to go or not to go. Feeling a little weird, that i cant explain. Because i really dont know any of the 2 people that Xiaoboy will be meeting, i will feel uncomfortable and become very quiet, i wont be myself basically. Which i really hate that feeling.

I remembered, yesterday or the day before one of my teacher told me that i should go make more new friends, because i ever told my teacher about my character of hanging out with my old cliques, my anti-social behaviour and always not wanting to talk to new people around me. I just told her that this is a bad habit of mine for years but it's also my character. So what if i'm anti-social? I DONT CARE :D But parts of me are trying not to be anti-social ever since i came out from RTC. I try to talk to people who i dont really know, which is really not of my character in the past. But sometimes i can see people that finds me annoying instead or sometimes even entertaining me only. So, sometimes i think to myself, why must i act as if i'm not anti-social and let people think that i'm annoying instead? Well, whatever. To find friends and good friends are sometimes really hard. Maybe not for other people, but for me.