Nowadays, i dont know why am i so upset. Making myself so moody and emo. When she is still carrying on leading her life normally. This few days keep drinking with Xiaoboy, at this moment of time i'm thinking, i should stop. There's no point in keep drinking and making myself upset, when obviously no one will go care about what happen to me, people have their own lives to carry on too. It's not like the end of the world. I can still be myself, i can still survive alone, like i always do. Like i had been doing all my life. Alone is nothing. Why grumble about it, it's no big deal. I'm sure i can overcome it. I dont know why we will become like this, but seriously, from what i've seen, you can lead your life happily without me and from this i should be like you, carry on with my life. I wish you all the best and i know you can find someone out there who will treat you better 101% more than i do. You deserve better, girl. Lead your life happily like you always do, forget that you once know me, i'm just your friend now. Just a normal friend. Everyone wants someone that can dote on them, give them the extra concern, give them the feeling that when you are with your friends you can't get. And i know i can't give you that.

所以我知道你一定能找到一个能爱你全心全意的人，而不是像我这样。永远都不敢拿起勇气来跟你在一起的人。所以爱你才要放弃你，让你去找一个可以比我还爱你的人。

I wish you all the best, i will never forget i once so love you, although we have never been together but in my heart i will always remember how sweet you were, how your smile unknowingly made my heart smile too. I will never forget your everything and everything..