12th January -
School ends early that day, actually Tuesday is the day of the week that my class ends the earliest.

Monday, Thursday & Friday - 4.30pm, Tuesday - 1pm, Wednesday - 3.15pm

I still prefer my last year's timetable :[ Anyway, end school that day. Went to compass point to wait for Xiaoboy and i freaking waited for him for 1 hour plus. Then took mrt to Potong Pasir to meet Felix and Marcus, went up the train again, Qian yi and Shi hui board the train at Serangoon or Boon Keng, i forgotten which -.- Then we headed to Somerset 313, Marcus brought Felix up to Republic the food court at the last floor. Qian yi, Shi hui, Xiaoboy and me went to this cake shop at basement 2. We didnt buy the already made cake, we bought this cake that we can decorate ourself then everyone was like having fun throwing the coloured rice or whatever you call that, LOL. Qian yi, made the wording Felix and Birthday and i only made the word - Happy, reason is because it is so hard to squeeze the the thing that made the word out from the tube x_x and the rest of the hearts and funny shaped stars were the works of Xiaoboy :/ Although the cake look a bit weird. But.. IT'S THE HEART THAT MATTERS, RIGHT?! :D

After we are done with the cake, we brought up the cake to the food court. We hid at one corner and lit the candles and walked to the table where Felix and Marcus were sitting at. He had his eyes covered when we walked over, i think it's Marcus's idea, lol. When he saw the cake, he gave the 'Wow' face, haha. Then we started singing the birthday song to him, i took a video of it but the video is gone, Zz.. So, Marcus and i went to borrowed plates from one of the stores there. As you can see we hated paper plates, hahahaha.. No lah, we didnt have any. Passed Felix the present i bought for him, ate the cake and ordered some dim sum to eat.

After that, we went to Orchard Central, Felix bought Jiali a birthday present there. Proceeded to Plaza Singapura, just nice because Jiali was there. Went up food court to look for her. Saw her and gave her a very shaky shake hand to wish her happy birthday, haha. Felix was talking to one of Jiali's friend and i walked around there and saw her. I walked half way towards her and suddenly remembered that i no longer can walk to her. I no longer fit into her picture anymore so i walked off. Left Plaza Singapura and was feeling a little emo, because seeing her just made my mind go all lost again, while walking to The Cathy to see if there's any show that we can watch, Felix asked me what happened to me, why suddenly so quiet. I just told him i'm tired. BUT NO, I WASNT. I was feeling sad, very very unhappy. But i suddenly thought of today's motive, it is to celebrate Felix's birthday and i shoved off the idea of being sad. No shows that fitted my timing x_x So, everyone have to sacrifice not catching a movie because of me. Felt a little guilty, so i told Felix to carry on while i can go home, but they insist in we-come-out-together, we-go-off-together. SO TOUCHED :D So, we went to arcade instead and really had fun. Not because i like to play arcade, not like any day i cant play the arcade. But because of us playing together :D Took cab back home with Shi hui and Xiaoboy. Although we seem to do not much that day, but i really enjoyed the day a lot and i hope the rest feel the same.

13th January -

Supposed to end school at 3.15pm, but i gave the afternoon class a miss to help celebrate Jiali's belated birthday. Met Felix and Qian yi at compass and we went to buy a birthday cake for Jiali and Xiaoboy came soon. Jiali came down compass after that too. Train down to Serangoon and met Pauline there then we went to Serangoon CC for k. After half an hour, Felix and i brought the birthday cake in and Jiali face was like 'o_o' LOL, kinda funny thinking back now. Then we started singing birthday song for her and continued to sing for 3 hours and went to the nearby coffeeshop to have our dinner after k, all of us ate 煮炒. After dinner, everyone went back home. On the bus home, Pauline took Xiaoboy's and my candid photo and i promise i will kill her if she post it anywhere in the internet, LOL. To Pauline - YOU BETTER DONT, or else i shall stalk you everyday and take many candids of yours and post it in my blog and facebook, LOL :x OKAY, RELAX.. I know after seeing this you will say you want to post it now :/ Hahahahahah..

A very short day, but it was all meant for Jiali :D

14th January -

Supposingly school should end at 4.30pm, but i didnt attend the afternoon class today because i went Braddell to report to my ACO. Went there and waited for like 30 minutes, before she came out. Went in and she chant her mantra again, LOL. And i talked to her about some of the stuffs happening to me now, relationships problem. Talked until i almost cried but i kept holding my tears. Then i mentioned to her about the me going to court on 10th of Febuary for my littering case -.- And she keep saying and saying until i just sit there and let her say. Then she told me, i wasnt supposed to kana anything within my tagging period then she continued saying 'How do you want me to help you get March released when you got this court case now?' And i keep repeating 'I dont know' But she said that luckily the court's date is at 10th of Febuary, before my review date which is at the end of Febuary. So, there might be chances that i can still can get released at March. But that also must include that my parents are able to pay the fine required on 10th of Febuary. Sigh.. I went to check at the internet just now. The maximum fine is $5000 and/or with CWO of minimum 12 hours. Really fucked up now, if my parents cant fork out the money, my ACO says that i will be recalling back to RTC. And it will be 36 months from the day i was back then sentenced to RTC, which means 18 months inside + 13 months tagging = 31 months. Means i have to sit another 5 more months and when i come out i still have to undergo tagging all over again which means i cant take my O levels this year and all my effort will go to waste, my future is gone. I'm freaking shag now, i dont know what to do. I havent told my parents about it yet, i dont know how to tell them, i dont know what will their reaction be, sigh.. My life is really fucked up now. Relationship problems and life problems is really killing me T_T