Days ain't very good these few days. Well, few weeks ago i got fined for throwing a freaking cigarette butt again, my second time already. And yesterday i received a letter from NEA that says - 'You are required to attend Subordinate Court No. 14 on 10 Febuary 2010 at 10.00am to answer to the charge.' Sigh, freaking suay. I dont know whether, will this affect my tagging performances a not. My parents still dont know about this yet, gonna tell them later a bit. Dont know what will their reaction will be, sigh.. I guess 2010 isnt really that good for me after all. There's still many things that happened, it's just the 10th day of 2010 and so many shit things happened already, making me so moody. Dont know what punishment will the court give me, fine and corrective work order? Sigh, i hope the fine wont be too much or else if my parents cant fork out the money, i'm gonna go in again. NO, I DONT WANNA GO IN AGAIN. Life's really a bitch, ain't fair to me. I've already tried to change for the better already, so what is this now? Retribution?

Today woke up around 6pm plus, Marcus MSNed me asking me to go Kovan for billiard. So i ate, bath and prepared. When i reached Superbowl, it's already 9pm plus. Played 3 games of number ball and i went home already. Felix and Qianyi went home too and Marcus went Bliss to meet Xiaoboy. Sitting infront of my computer now, feeling a little lost. Lost without directions once again. School's starting tomorrow, nothing much to pack since it's the first day of school. I'm determined to study well this year, i wanna score well for my O levels. So i can further my studies, it's time to stop and think about my future already. Played for 19 years and i think it's more than enough. Time and again i kept telling myself that i must work hard for myself but i always gave up in the end. This year is my last chance already, i have no more time of my life to waste already. BUCK UP 牛奶 BUCK UP!

This coming Tuesday, gonna celebrate Felix's birthday. But i still dont know my school's timetable yet, dont know what time i will be dismissing from school that day. BUT, dont worry I WILL DEFINITELY GO CELEBRATE WITH YOU no matter what time :D Jiali's not coming with us, thought she would but she's spending her birthday with her friends instead. So, yeah.. Gotta sleep soon and wake up early for school tomorrow. Beddy and CHEC HERE I COME! :D